Sometimes I just get so tired of putting in all the effot and getting nothing in return. I head into it thinking, well it's not going to happen unless I try too, but I kind of feel like I'm done trying. I did my best, I tried HARD, even went in other directions. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. I'll be thankful for who and what I have in my life now because I'm tired of putting in the effort and getting nothing back....
Amen, sister! =) I don't really have anything else to say, because we had our semi-mushy conversation this morning. I do feel like sometimes, though, I need to just be happy with who/what I have. And, stop internalizing/personalizing things. It doesn't always have to be "me".... sometimes it's "them". PS - When you spelled "effort" as "effot" it made it seem like you were doing it in a Boston accent.
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